Log Date: 2022-03-25
Mar. 25th, 2022 09:13 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wastelandimperiatrixIt's been a few days since I last updated. I don't know, when I lost my pen it really affected me.
It felt like I had lost a deep connection to myself and I didn't know how to rationalize it. But, Arin (my beloved) surprised me a few days ago
with a new pen, exactly like my old one. I still had the cap of the old one, and once I replaced it, it was like my heart had returned home to me.
Writing is hard, and it's good to have something that motivates you to write, express yourself, and just be. That's what my pen was to me, and I'm happy I have that back again. It seems silly and superficial, but you wouldn't think that losing a family heirloom was unimportant - this is very much the same.
I have some pictures from that day, it really was a beautiful day and I plan on writing more in-depth about it this weekend (and maybe going on another adventure)
- Aelphaba
It felt like I had lost a deep connection to myself and I didn't know how to rationalize it. But, Arin (my beloved) surprised me a few days ago
with a new pen, exactly like my old one. I still had the cap of the old one, and once I replaced it, it was like my heart had returned home to me.
Writing is hard, and it's good to have something that motivates you to write, express yourself, and just be. That's what my pen was to me, and I'm happy I have that back again. It seems silly and superficial, but you wouldn't think that losing a family heirloom was unimportant - this is very much the same.
I have some pictures from that day, it really was a beautiful day and I plan on writing more in-depth about it this weekend (and maybe going on another adventure)
- Aelphaba
