Log Date: 2022-04-011
Apr. 11th, 2022 09:00 pmI think I ran myself too dry again. I've been going and going since the end of February and I haven't really had time to stop, rest, and take the alone time I very much need to survive. I'm trying my best to keep going but holy fuck, I need to stop and slow down. I feel wrung out.
Between the trip to my hometown, my nanny getting sick, and everything else that's been going on in my life I think it's time for some r&r, I'm already getting the prickles of burn out, and I can feel my nerves are shot from being constantly on the go. You know how it is, one thing hits the fan and suddenly you're trying your best to juggle 8 different tasks in the air. I was lucky I managed to pull through but I'm still deeply tired from everything.
So the plan is to take the next few days to rest, get in my alone time, and definitely decompress. Stress will eat you alive if you're not careful, and I haven't been the most careful myself lately.
Not much else has been going on since the 6th, my Nanny got out of the hospital today, and I'm glad she's okay. She's gonna need to be on an oxygen tank from now on though. I just hope that we can all support her as much as we can (and keep her away from drinking). Other than that news, it's been quiet - for which I'm so fucking thankful.
Please let me rest,
- Aelphaba
Between the trip to my hometown, my nanny getting sick, and everything else that's been going on in my life I think it's time for some r&r, I'm already getting the prickles of burn out, and I can feel my nerves are shot from being constantly on the go. You know how it is, one thing hits the fan and suddenly you're trying your best to juggle 8 different tasks in the air. I was lucky I managed to pull through but I'm still deeply tired from everything.
So the plan is to take the next few days to rest, get in my alone time, and definitely decompress. Stress will eat you alive if you're not careful, and I haven't been the most careful myself lately.
Not much else has been going on since the 6th, my Nanny got out of the hospital today, and I'm glad she's okay. She's gonna need to be on an oxygen tank from now on though. I just hope that we can all support her as much as we can (and keep her away from drinking). Other than that news, it's been quiet - for which I'm so fucking thankful.
Please let me rest,
- Aelphaba